On 
            the Road with Cormac McCarthy   | 
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            I 
            first met Cormac McCarthy, in the middle of a replica Stonehenge, 
            built by a Sikh property tycoon - only in America of course. 
             
            We were there to celebrate the wedding of Dr Roger Payne, the brilliant 
            whale scientist who had, in the 1960’s, decoded how whales communicate 
            by singing across oceans. Roger and I had spent the last two years 
            filming a documentary of his life called “In the Company of 
            Whales”. 
             
            I had arrived late for the weekend celebration, in the last available 
            hire vehicle that Avis had at the airport; a Lincoln Town car. It 
            was the kind of lascivious five-meter-long, gas guzzling leviathan, 
            that drove Detroit to bankruptcy. 
             
            An unassuming man in his late fifties, Cormac was bemused by the fantasy 
            park surroundings our host had built. Despite a certain amount of 
            success in the States, he was a writer most of us had not heard of 
            at that time. He told me he preferred the company of scientists to 
            writers, that they were more rational, usually atheist and more connected 
            to the realities of America today. 
             
            On the Sunday night, with the skies darkening and and storm clouds 
            approaching, I offered him a lift back to Boston Airport – after 
            all I had the space.  
             
            We wound our way down towards Woodstock, the Lincoln lurching around 
            with the near 80-mile winds. Cormac described his life as a writer. 
            He told me that to date he had never sold more than 5000 copies in 
            hardback, that there were times when he could not afford the paper 
            for his old Olivetti typewriter. He survived on foundation money, 
            not critical acclaim or popular success. 
             
            Alcoholism, he thought was part and parcel of that existence – 
            most writers he said battled with it. One of his novels had been a 
            semi-autobiographical account of living on the margins in Tennessee, 
            drunk and in despair, embodying the dark underbelly of the American 
            dream. 
             
            We talked about the selfishness of American society and how it seemed 
            to create such unequal divides. He described “Blood Meridian” 
            (later to become one of my favorite books of all time), and how he 
            had tried to mirror the current American loss of community values 
            at the hands of self-interested individualism, with the conquering 
            of the great lands to the West. Had that brutal history of murdering 
            the Indians, fostered the selfish egotism, pervading contemporary 
            America? 
             
            We drove in the dark, looking forward, our conversation intensified 
            by the lightning strikes and driving rain. Though his evocation was 
            sparse, it was deeply poetic. Lit by the warm glow from the dash, 
            and odd flares of sodium, his face was chiseled with deep sunk eyes. 
             
             
            We stopped at a gas station on the outskirts of Woodstock, its sign 
            ominously flapping back and forth in the wind, a Hopperesque moment 
            on our journey. The owner who was shutting up, warned us not to continue. 
            Had we not heard about it? Everyone knew. Hurricane Andrew – 
            the biggest storm to ever hit the East coast. 
             
            We decided to carry on anyway – wasn’t going back as hard 
            as moving forward? We wound our way uncertainly down deserted roads, 
            the odd ‘crazy’, (like us), still out and about. Cormac 
            was fascinated by the difficulty of filming whales – how the 
            hell did you repeatedly get in the water with ‘Moby Dick’, 
            larger than an ‘18-wheeler’ truck? Did you suspend your 
            normal perspective (and sense of preservation) in the service of an 
            almost obsessive quest? Whatever the answer, Ahab’s mad pursuit 
            of the white whale seemed a suitable metaphor for our current journey. 
             
            He talked about his love of the natural world and how it could so 
            easily be permanently desecrated. Climate Change was surely a reality, 
            especially on a night like this? There was a brutality to the human 
            existence he thought. 
             
            Just before dawn, blocked by a tree in front of us and a land slide 
            behind, we gave up. There seemed little point trying to carry on and 
            so we tried our best to sleep in the big car. 
             
            In the morning, the storm was passing. We walked across some fields, 
            a mile or so, to a small diner and shared a survivor’s breakfast 
            of coffee, bacon, eggs and grits. 
             
            Maneuvering around the wreckage of the hurricane, we finally made 
            it to Logan airport. Cormac headed to Texas and I to London.   
             
              
            So long, hurricane friend” - he gave me his number and address 
            (somewhere in El Paso) and said I should look him up, if I ever came 
            down that way. 
             
            The next few months, I worked my way through his books and watched 
            as “All the Pretty Horses” become a sensation. And later, 
            I watched as these poetic books became translated into epic cinematic 
            films. 
             
            by Tony Miller | 
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